“I’m still attracted to him,” Lindsey whispered starring at her hands.
I had to pause and swallow past the lump in my throat.
“I know,” I said.
I looked over at her from the driver’s seat but she wouldn’t look in my direction.
“Would it–” she faultered a moment. “Would it be ok if I acted on it?”
I paused again.
Until now it had been mainly me living the hot wife life. I had gone out to see both men and women and then returned home horny for my husband. He relished listening to my stories as I slowly rocked back and forth on his cock.
I’d tease before I’d please, but then how I’d please….
We had worked into a system he and I. Pleasure and excitement.
But hadn’t it been over a year since I had invited that excitement into our lives? Isn’t that the very reason I went on all those first dates just a few months passed? We had been missing a spark.
And the one time Mark had had a girlfriend, I felt myself growing jealous. The thought of me with another man turned him on. The thought of him with another woman…. It was harder.
As I sat there thinking it over I realized I really didn’t feel jealous. A little nervous, but I didn’t feel jealous.
I guess I had been preparing for the conversation to happen for the last little while. I knew Mark was still insanely attracted to Lindsey, although he had promised to stay out of it.
But we were going to be living together. Roommates. Friends… Could I really hope to control what happened? No.
Did I have any right to control what happened? Again, no.
It wasn’t fair of me to go out and live the lifestyle I wanted while I made those I lived with succumb to what I wanted for their lives.
Besides, I knew Lindsey. I knew her intentions. I wasn’t worried about that she would one day try to steal my husband.
“You know what?” I said. “Yeah, I think it’s going to be ok.”
She looked up at me for the first time since we started our conversation.
“Yeah?” She asked.
“Yeah,” I said and I meant it. “This isn’t going to work if you go from one spouse who tells you not to do what you need to a couple who tells you not to do what you need. Besides, it’s probably going to happen anyway… It’s better if we can talk about it and I can give you permission from the beginning rather than hiding things from each other.”
“Do you think Mark would even be interested?”
“Uh,… Yeah. He thinks your totally hot, Lindsey.”